Papa's Girl

It's been exactly 3 years today since papa went to heaven but each time I think about the last hours of him with us, I can't help but still feel sadness and pain in my heart. Though it gives me comfort to know that he no longer had to suffer, I still wonder how could have been if he is still with us today, when we have already picked up the pieces ofour lives after. The financial depression that hit our family. I still up to this day cry at Mariah Carey's songs about lost loved ones. I miss him terribly. Today I am on my way to Bulacan to help out distribute christmas gifts to the victims of the flood that hit the area. I know it wouldn'teliminate the pain I'm feeling right now but somehow I know that wherever my papa is right now, he would be happy to see me helping out our brothers and sisters in need.